steera

Queen of Misery

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human again

how can she make you see that none of this is real she is but a shell wind up toy a puppet whisper in her ear so sweet and gentle words are her poison the softer the deeper the cuts go the rough the love the better the pain the more she feel free count the marks the bruises the scars with a smile her mind twisted tormented she will never be normal she will never function like the normal people do bash her heart against the wall she will never cry but... hold on to her at night and the tears wont stop show her love and compassion she will run as fast as she can show her pain and hate make her fear when your near she will never leave your side

slave forever more by steera, literature

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slave forever more

collar and leash she never feels complete without them around her neck and waist hear the chains jingle out a sweet melody while her head hangs low never looking above the ground you cant see the weight on her shoulders but you can see the hunch smile tied to her face always answering with a please never biting the hand that feeds no matter how much it makes her skin crawl with a simple touch she shutter and moans while her stomach turns slave forever more

rent by steera, literature

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rent

hidden behind the clothes told to cover her ears she is always blind folded yet she can hear the footsteps as he creeps in hearing the giggle of her older sister its rent time again why do they live in such a crappy place where the bugs live like kings one bedroom one bath one sink it always stinks no matter how many locks its never enough to feel safe still they stay while im tucked away behind the clothes as she pays the rent once again

stand on my own by steera, literature

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stand on my own

swing smack hit me once more make me bounce off the wall and onto the floor watch as I stand back up again no matter how many times you knock me down I will not yield crimson red pours from my lips you can hear the crack of my ribs yet I ask over and over again once more hit me harder faster give me your best shot put me down but know I will get back up I will stand on my own

loosen the reigns by steera, literature

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loosen the reigns

Right now she is but a child Right now she is naive that doesn't mean you can touch her that doesn't mean you can use her No more hiding behind the nine year old it is time to face all the mistakes you've made You are the mother not the child stop acting like you didn't know better stop putting everyone down just to build yourself back up again you should know better the object of life is to not be anyone but you so why follow in her footsteps why try and make me follow in yours Right now she is but a child Right now she is naive but soon the nine year old will see you will lose all control as you watch us three walk out the door

new slave by steera, literature

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new slave

Metal bar keeps the screams at bay while arms are tired back with leather straps on her toes she stands in the center tears falling down her face as the wax drips down her skin the chains rattle with each jerk as her eyes scan for compassion here comes the whip again head hung low till he tugs calling her everything but her name she forgets what she was before branded mark on her thigh finally healed up nice but hes never satisfied so here comes the whip again watching the welt bleed he strikes over and over as she jerks and cries this night has just begun for the slave named 32791

walk away lil bear by steera, literature

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walk away lil bear

Wondering what its like to laugh wondering what its like to actually be cared for never drop the mask never let the smile fall in the end she is nothing but a doll how long will it last how long will it take till hes had enough and just walks away her worst nightmare coming true day by day she turns more into you the smile fades as the pain sets in no more scars no more bruises but you can see the vines kissing the flesh ripping apart her soul the thorns dug in deep yet she struggles to keep on her feet

cursed by steera, literature

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cursed

it is wrong for her to want love for her to want hope to dream she is always hearing the wrong words no matter how sweetly they be said love is strange to her she will always pull away no matter what happens she cant make him understand that pain is all she knows she means no harm no need to fight she just thinks that it will never last nothing against him just history repeating its self she is forever cursed

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Fathers a Theif by steera, literature

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stand on my own

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loosen the reigns

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new slave

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walk away lil bear

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Uninspired by steera, literature

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Uninspired

Little things use to inspire me Now nothing seems to work I wish to write yet the words are lost I wish to sing of my hopes and dreams But they are faded and out dated I have many chances to be inspired Many choices to choose to write about A baby on the way A husband at seas A sister who’s three A dog that’s getting old These little things use to inspire me They use to be light and life of me Now I am just blank as the page I’m writing on I am uninspired

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steera

About steera

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Mar 27
United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: my mind
Favourite genre of music: jap.rock, rock, teckno, heavy metal
Personal Quote: love = pain life=death one without the other is pointless

Favourite Movies

the one where i kill you

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

phantom of the opera by night wish

Favourite Writers

edgar allen poe

Favourite Games

pushing people away

Tools of the Trade

blood,hate,pain

Other Interests

pain and misery i bring to company

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Feb 10, 2017

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steera

Dec 9, 2015

December

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Well it is December and life is...life. I suppose  nothing really new going on with me personally however things have changed around me. I am not talking about the weather either. My mother got remarried, my ex husband is still doing a downward spiral to no mans land, and I kinda have no clue to how things are going with a friend of mine.  I get I am the replacement or the go to when their lives fall apart but every once in awhile it would be rather lovely to get a random text just about their day. Enough with the sadness time for some happy news yay. I have three cats that are just adorable for cats that is. I still would rather have a dog b